My Way

Regrets,  I’ve had a few

but then again too few to mention

I did what I had to do and saw it through without exemption

I planned each charted course

each careful step along the byway

And more, much more than this .. ..

I did it my way!

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“No one can help you but yourself”

I’m sure people always need someone to talk, to share or even help when they have a problem but who else can help them and always be there to listen to them if not themselves?

* To talk could help you feel better but what if there’s no one to talk to?

* To be helped is always good but what if there’s nothing can help if you don’t help yourself?

I don’t need help when I have problems (big problems not silly problems) but I just need someone to talk to. Sometimes distant makes it difficult to talk to another one so I decided to write … like I talk to myself. And it works, always.

And not only about problems, happiness also. As now, I know who can I shout at but unfortunately he would never hear even I scream out loud. And for the one that can hear, is not here to listen also. So again, I write.

I got two good news! I did it! I can do it! They like it! They accepted me! Wow! It’s really awesome! (hahaha I told myself that). I’m underestimated by myself – I mean I underestimate myself (why do I have to make it hard!) But I work with my heart/experience/soul and brain, of course but always thought – maybe I can’t have it, maybe they don’t like my idea or my writing style. I just don’t expect because I don’t want to get hurt by that ….

But this time I got it!

I GOT IT!

Well done hah, New?

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Yes there were times I’m sure you knew

When I bit off more than I could chew

But through it all, when there was doubt

I ate it up and spit it out

I faced it all and I stood tall and did it my way

Anyway, this is another thing I know that “only me that helps myself to do things, only me that helps myself to face it all, only me that helps myself to fight and find the solution for all troubles and yes only me that sees myself cry or smile when I am sad or happy.

I did it by myself

I did it my way

so I will do it by myself

and I will continue do it my way …

Be proud and enjoy it even though no one can see ..

This special time is now for Frank Sinatra and My Way

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For what is a man, what has he got?

If not himself, then he has naught.

To say the things he truly feels

and not the words of one who kneels

the record knows I took the blows and did it my way

~ by Newtampo on June 29, 2009.