A lost boy in the jungle

A lost boy, lost his way in the flower garden.

He was enjoying staying around in this beautiful place but when he goes deep down, found out that the beautiful flower garden became a jungle.  Here’s a mess. How could I go away from this jungle? , a boy thought.

A jungle sighs. Thought about the past, she was a beautiful flower garden but something changed. She got into a trap. She became a jungle since.

A boy’s scared. But a jungle didn’t mean to scare him. She’s scared too. She was beautiful but now it’s a mess. She tried to help but the more she helps, the more she scaring him.

A jungle, he thought. Horrible. I don’t wanna live my life in the jungle. How could I get out of here? ; said a boy.

Just an appearance, inside is still beautiful, please don’t be scare. If you don’t know what to do, just stay here. In a mess, there’s a calm ; said a jungle.

But it’s doesn’t matter.

He insisted. He’s disappointed. He doesn’t want to stay here.

How could I help him?, a jungle thought. Once he thought i’m a mess, i’ll be a mess for him forever, she thought.

She stopped helping him after she did but it was getting worst. So a jungle just stay quiet. But when she’s quiet, it scared him more. A boy doesn’t like this situation. He got lost in an ugly place with the silent, what the hell i’m doing here? , he shouted.

“Hey jungle, I want to escape from you. Have you ever thought that you would change to be something else? You shouldn’t live like a jungle, it sucks!” …

Silent from a jungle but in her mind is louding with her voice “I thought to change to be better than a jungle but I couldn’t do it right now. Sorry to make you disappointed to be lost in this ugly place. I don’t know how to help you get out of here. And if you couldn’t get out of this, maybe to think about how to enjoy your life in this ugly jungle is another way out.” She didn’t say that but she thought.

The boy kept saying “What would you do if I’m not here? Being lonely with this mess? Feel sad and suck like this?

The jungle replied in her mind “no, now i’m trying to accept that I am a jungle. It’s hard for me also for a beautiful one became an ugly one who no one wants to stay near. But I couldn’t do anything better. So I have to do everything to safe my life as much as possible, I have to enjoy being this stupit idiot jungle as much as possible … just wishing one day, I would become a beautiful garden again”

I don’t wanna hurt you. But you’re here now. You’re here in a mess. Sorry that I couldn’t help you find the way out. I know it’s hard for you to live your life here and to see a mess jungle like me everyday. I’m hurt enough. If I know the way to let you get out of this, I’ll tell you right now. Because I know it’s better for you to go out from here than stay here with me, she said.

The boy stopped. He heard the jungle said. Maybe she’s right, I’m here and couldn’t get out of her. Why don’t I accept the truth that I have to be here in her jungle. Maybe she didn’t want to be a mess but it’s a mess because she is the jungle. I couldn’t live with it if I have a chance but when I have no chance, why shouldn’t I accept it? , thought a boy.

The jungle kept silent, she shouldn’t speak.

She thought about the day the boy came in. She didn’t tell him to don’t go deep down coz she didn’t think that he’d get lost here. If she knew that he would get lost, if she knew that he would hate here, she would tell him to don’t come in since the first day.

Now she doesn’t know how to do. How beautiful the jungle is, the boy didn’t see. She couldn’t compare with the beautiful garden he met before.

She knew, the boy will not be happy if he has to live here forever. But she didn’t see the way out for him yet. Her destination is to be back to the beautiful flower garden again but it’ll take time and a boy can’t wait. He’ll be suffer so long.

Only one way to help the boy. Only one way to make him get out of here. Only one way to make him happy. Only one way, … is .. to finish this jungle life.

 

~ by Newtampo on August 4, 2008.

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