Sensitive skin
Hard to get to know people
Even harder to get to know people’s minds.
Only words, couldn’t say what they really think.
Must have a look into their eyes
But how do you know if we don’t have a chance to look into them
How do you know that what they say is .. come from their heart not just say it to please you ..
I have met a lot of people in my life.
My job leads me to meet all kind of people,
My way of life leads me to meet many people,
how do i know that they are real or fake?
For business, don’t have real friends sometimes.
Only i know, they need something from me ..
as they want my work, my idea, then they go or stay – depends.
For the rest of them, same.
Some people I can look into their eyes but some people .. not at all.
First type
They talk nice, treat me good but not for real.
After they got what they want, they didn’t come back to me again.
Second type
They talk nice, treat me good and real.
After they got what they want, they still come back to me.
Sometimes i’m tired, confused and don’t know how to deal with new people who come into my life whether for business or friendship.
If they are the first type, i must be sad … again.
But if i treat them bad and they are not the first type, i must be sad … also.
I don’t want to think negative to everyone
coz each of them are different but i’m just scared.
I never treat anyone bad … always nice
which sometimes ‘Nice’ is the best weapon that can kill people behind their back.
I don’t wanna hold anything againt the new one.
But .. i’m scared.
If they want to hurt me, do they really know that i am gonna really hurt???
If they don’t want to hurt me, do they know that i am scared that they’re gonna do it???
If i give them a friendship, will they give it back to me?
If i give them a trust, will they trust me?
If i give them a smile, will they smile at me?
If i give them love, will they love me?
Or maybe better not to give them anything …. at all.
Maybe .. better better …???
So don’t mind me, if you are one of the persons that i am scared …
And don’t worry … coz i will never hurt you ..
u cant read ppl mind but u can feel. Let’s feel it.
A heart will lead u to see the truth and don’t be scare.
i read ur blogs, u seem funny person so how come u’re really scared of some kind of people?
Hey, you’re stalking me?
actually it’s not that bad, i just wrote it coz
But lucky you that you’re not the one that i mention ..
lately i had been in these situations twice with a few friends who come and go and come and go .. as they want without caring other feelings, and some from clients so that makes me scared of new people but i don’t want to hold it against the new one coz each person is different, only i know is i will not hurt anybody but hope they don’t hurt me also. But you’re right, good or bad – just feel it coz something we see maybe it’s not real .. and yup don’t be scared. Thanks anyway, i’ll do.
I think u know how and what to do but u’re just confused sometimes. Just smiling as u always do that can solve any problem. Newtampo .. u know the smiling can make the world more beautiful? It’ll be much more when someone like you do it as well. Almost forget, haha I didnt mean to stalk u .. I just follow the funny eyes.